Voluntary isolation

       

At first glance everything is good. Smart, successful, intelligent and so on. And suddenly he disappears. He doesn't exist. Almost no news about him. Only rumours.
And he is alive and healthy. He just has an another world now ''parallel universe''.
There are some momnets in the life when you want to stay ''Stop. Enough. I just want to be alone''. It doesn't even matter if he says it to himself or to somebody. More important ''WHY?''
Sometimes we just need a break in thoughts, things, in everything except everydays life, time.

I think that the main reason why somebody wants to be isolated is persistent, painful imposition of thoughts and ideas from people you know. And it's seriously. It's like the head works but you can not breath anymore. Moral pain is much worser than physical one. Have you ever seen how many people tries to be closer to famous ones? And everyone tries to d or to say something to get the attention. Everyone wants to be near the ''body''.

And all this verbiage which has a huge percent of envy and jealousy becomes a poor guy every second. ANd it soesnt stop for a long time. The person is getting angry and hates everyone and everything.

And after all this, he realizes that to be alone it's not that bad idea. Just having a rest from all this mud, that deprives of individuality and joy of daylight vision.

And then you ask yourself ''I cant stand anymore. Why should I?'' To climb the top is much more difficult than to fall down.

And the sopution of this problem is to escape to ''parallel world''. Just to live there alone, to give all your thought right directions. ANd it gives really a good result!

The most important that ''being alone'' won't become a sense of your life. Meditation makes very good things with our body, and sometimes it's even necessary.
Without much enthusiasm. The excess is always harmful.