Uninterested people

I am not sociable person. When I was young, hanging out with friends, after five shots of wodka and pack of smoked cigarettes, i could keep up the conversation. Sometimes even way to good. Still i've never been a people person.

Have you ever realized how difficult starts the converstion between two unfamiliar people? And I dont talk about unknown. Being in this situation, people try to find a topic that is going to be interesting for everyone. It is not about chatterbox who can talk without stopping the whole evening. It seems this kind of people listent to themself all the time and they dont really care what other people thinks. Even if it has no sense.

They say, you have to show a real interest to person, to be on the same page. What should we do if we dont even want it? If you realize that this person it's not for you, nothing in common.

I remeber after army I had few friends left and i tried to keep in touch with them. Later all these connections were lost. Why? Because everyone has his own life. Everyone has his own problems. Still phone conversation doesn't last for five hours (everything happens), just to ask ''Hey, how are you doing?'' you don't need a lot of time. Time goes and after some time the fire fades away like a candle. It seems like the fire is still here but no wax left.

I did an experiment. I just stopped call my friends. First I tried to convience myself that I was going to do it later. Later I didn't even think about it. I just didn't call them anymore. Nobody called me either. I have about 100 contacts in the phone. About 40 of them were really good friends. And now I feel like I don't care about what happens in their lifes anymore. Maybe it would be nice to find out how they are, but I dont know if I should call them, or write them. Connection is lost. Unfortunately there is no chance that we are going to be friends again.

I think, we are kind of ''uninterested people''. We stop talking to each other. Nobody cares about feelings. The social networks will never replace communication face-to-face.

The children can not be born in internet, the weddings can not be online and family can not be send off to the sky with the help of computer games.

We just need to be more interested in each other. Recovering decades traditions of communication.

Somebody who doesn't sympathize to somebody's sorrow, and sincerely share the joy of others - dies spiritual.